Chapter 90: Uneasy for Life

return.SHE did not want to hurt anyone, and this fact did not require her to expose it; therefore, she chose to lie adeptly.Just after hanging up with Sun Jingjing's call, facing Li An’s questioning,...Chapter 90: Turbulent Life in the Ninth Year

() Yan Luoxi fell seriously ill and was hospitalized. She had many confused dreams while lying there.

Sometimes she dreamed of college days when she walked with He Yufan and Ye Zixing in the green campus, chatting happily as good friends.

Then she dreamt that He Yufan stood far away from her, looking coldly at her. She wanted to hold He Yufan's hand, but she lightly evaded it...

When Yan Luoxi woke up, Li An, who was exhausted and anxious, was standing by her bedside. Upon seeing her open her eyes, he rushed to her side and said joyfully, "Luoxi, you're awake... How do you feel Please don't be angry with me..."

"Let me be alone for a moment..." When Yan Luoxi spoke, she realized that her voice was hoarse. She turned her head away in pain, not wanting to look at Li An's face that made her both angry and hurt.

"Luoxi, don't do this..." Li An held Yan Luoxi's hand with great urgency.

"Li An, these years we've fought and quarreled, but I always believed you were just spoiled and not a wicked person. But now I can't believe you could be capable of such despicable acts. Stay away from me..." Sorrow and anger mixed in Yan Luoxi's heart as she felt her vision darken again.

Seeing Yan Luoxi turn pale, Li An dared not upset her further. "Luoxi, don't worry or get angry. I'll go out now. There are servants here to take care of you. I will be in the adjacent room and will come if you need anything."

Yan Luoxi sighed softly. "Don’t let Mom and the others know about this." She had already quarreled with Li An too many times, and she didn’t want her family to worry about them.

Upon hearing Yan Luoxi’s words, Li An’s gloomy mood improved slightly. If Yan Luoxi said so, at least it meant that she wasn’t thinking of divorcing him and leaving like before.

Yan Luoxi lay in the hospital for two days with a heavy heart. Because she was worried about her child, she requested to be discharged and went back home to recuperate. She would see anyone from her family but refused to see Li An again.

Daily, Li An sat outside her room. Many times, he did nothing and said nothing. He just sat there, watching Yan Luoxi as she fell asleep before getting up and leaving. For more updates, please visit [original URL].

Yan Luoxi’s illness gradually improved, but her mood didn’t lift at all. She was always worried.

Ever since she knew the truth, there seemed to be a boulder in her heart, preventing her from setting aside these worries and troubles. As soon as she closed her eyes, she would see He Yufan’s stubborn yet pitiful face, then her mother’s crestfallen and disheartened appearance, followed by Zhou Guangtao...

Li An helplessly watched Yan Luoxi rapidly lose weight from her previous plumpness. He was afraid and heartbroken. As the matter escalated to this point, he gradually became calmer, using his wit to think of ways to remedy the situation.

One evening after work, he held Xiao Zhan Yan and entered Yan Luoxi’s room, hoping that she would consider their child and not kick him out.

Upon seeing Li An enter, Yan Luoxi gave him a faint glance. His condition wasn’t good either; his complexion was pale gray, much more haggard than before, likely due to frequent all-nighters. The black circles under his eyes made him look even more pitiable.

She knew. This dragging on would only torment both her and Li An.

"Li An, I plan to stay at my mother's place for a while." Yan Luoxi wanted to go out and change the environment to clear her head.

"No," Li An blurted out. He placed Xiao Zhanyan aside and grabbed Yan Luoxi's hand. "I admit that I've wronged you and many others, but I truly only want what’s best for you, Luoxi. I can't live without you in this life. Even if I hide some things from you, don’t lose your mind. You can't just erase our relationship."

Yan Luoxi raised her face and gave Li An a somewhat forced smile. "I’m not trying to erase anything; I just want to go out for a walk, see my mother, visit Yu Fan, otherwise I’ll never feel at ease. I won’t be able to continue living with you."

"Are you still planning on seeing Zhou Guangtao" Li An looked at Yan Luoxi with some concern.

Yan Luoxi sighed bitterly. "Li An, do you think I have any face left to see him now"

Suddenly, Li An knelt halfway in front of Yan Luoxi, his voice hoarse. "Luoxi, please, let bygones be bygones, okay Those were my past wrongdoings, and these days I’ve been trying to correct them. I won’t make the same mistakes again."

Yan Luoxi saw that Li An's shirt collar was slightly wrinkled and couldn't help smoothing it out for him with a slight smile. "Li An, the more you hold me back like this, the less we will solve our issues. Let me go out for a walk, okay This time I won’t take the children; you know how important they are to me. For Zhanyan’s sake, I’ll come back."

Li An raised his head and saw the fleeting gentleness in Yan Luoxi's eyes, finally calming down somewhat, gripping her hand tightly. "Luoxi, you will come back. You'll go out for a while and then return, right"

"Yes." Yan Luoxi finally reached out her hand to stroke Li An's head. "Please let me go for a walk, otherwise I won't feel at ease in my life."

Li An was afraid that forcibly keeping Yan Luoxi would hurt her body and mind. Reluctantly, he nodded.

Yan Luoxi briefly asked Li An about He Yufan's situation. Li An told her that He Yufan had separated from Fang Jianghai and now owned a fashion company in S City. He had provided significant external support to He Yufan’s clothing company, which was developing well.

Earlier on, when Yan Luoxi saw him secretly making calls on the balcony, he was actually helping He Yufan's company lay the groundwork.

Hearing this from Li An, Yan Luoxi felt slightly better. She asked Li An to book a flight ticket back to Zhu Kou City for her and insisted that she didn’t need him to see her off; she would go home on her own.

Li An knew that Yan Luoxi had accumulated resentment towards him during these days, so he dared not defy her wishes. He didn't personally see her off but was still worried about her and secretly sent someone to follow her.

Later, the person Li An dispatched called to tell him that Yan Luoxi hadn’t taken a plane home but had secretly taken a bus halfway through to S City.

Li An heaved a heavy sigh. Everything he did still caused Yan Luoxi to lose trust in him. She was worried that he might be covertly arranging for He Yufan’s performance and so secretly went to see her.

This time, he decided to do nothing at all, allowing Yan Luoxi to see the truth. Otherwise, the distance between them would continue to grow, with conflicts becoming irreconcilable.usiness and have been managing your life quite well.Don’t you think that this new environment and the direction of your new life are meaningful Why do you insist on dwelling on the past During these d...