Chapter 70 - Dreams Are Honest Thoughts

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Ming Zixi perfunctorily gave Li An an apologetic look, "Brother, I'm only thinking about you. You've been acting so different lately, cold and distant. I want to find someone warm-hearted who can complement your personality."

Li An's handsome face turned red with anger as he pointed his nose at Ming Zixi and shouted, "How did my temperament change Can't you be more considerate Is this something that can just be mixed randomly Even if I'm cold, I don’t need to balance it out with someone weak and pretentious like her."

Ming Zixi felt utterly helpless. He grabbed Li An's arm and sighed deeply, "My little An An, you shouldn't be so picky now. Be more adaptable..."

"What do you mean" Li An forcefully slapped Ming Zixi's hand away, "Do I seem to still think about that woman Are you crazy This young master has access to any kind of women he wants; why would I yearn for someone who’s just average in looks and temperament Furthermore, are you suffering from Alzheimer's disease It was me who broke up with her, not the other way around. Why should I feel nostalgic about that"

"Yes, yes, I remember it was you," Ming Zixi nodded urgently because Li An had suffered greatly due to this fact. If he didn't get his recognition now, Li An would probably vomit blood on the spot.

Li An found Ming Zixi's appearance increasingly repulsive as he still accused him of being picky and inflexible... He drained the contents of his glass in one gulp and said with determination, "I'm leaving." After saying this, he ignored Du Zhijun who was singing and left by slamming the door.

Outside Xianghe Pavilion, Li An felt that he had been overly flustered. His face turned red because of Ming Zixi's words, and irresponsibly left Du Zhijun behind alone inside.

Drunk from alcohol and frustrated, Li An fumbled with unbuttoning his shirt. He didn't know why but now any matter related to Yan Luoxi made him feel disoriented.

Didn't he already abandon her Didn't he decide to forget her Why is there a feeling of unease whenever the grass stirs

And what did Ming Zixi mean by his words tonight Could it be that Yan Luoxi has a boyfriend now, or could he have found out about something between them

Back then, Li An dared to recklessly hurt Yan Luoxi and ignored her after she left heartbroken because he was certain that his good friend would keep an eye on Yan Luoxi and make sure nothing bad happened to her.

And now, my brother sent Du Zhijun over here when he found out about me breaking up with Yan Luoxi. What could it possibly mean

No matter how hard Li An thinks, he can't figure it out and feels more restless the longer he does so. He wishes that there was no such person as Yan Luoxi in this world, but just thinking about it makes him feel inexplicably reluctant.

Am I really going crazy Am I starting to act petty again

Li An didn't go back to find Du Zhijun because with Ming Zixi here, Du Zhijun probably won’t get into any trouble. Frustrated and restless, he went straight back to his dorm.

Towards Yan Luoxi, Li An had a rather complicated mindset; on one hand, he cared for her while on the other, he avoided thinking about her.

Li An, stop thinking! Don't think about Yan Luoxi anymore! Forget about the past! Whether you understand or not, you've already made your decision and there's no changing it. Drunk and somewhat dazed, Li An fell asleep with this thought in mind.

The weather in the South China Sea was stiflingly hot and dry; somewhere a cicada was chirping loudly. The room with air conditioning felt cool and comfortable. In Li An’s eyes and heart, there was only the mischievous little girl before him now.

...

"Li An I want to eat ice cream"

"Li An I want to go swimming."

"Li An Can we have a big meal in the city tomorrow I want to eat boiled fish."

"Li An Let me go... stop playing... I'm sleepy..."

"Li An..."

...

Suddenly, slender hands waved, and a delicate figure swayed. In the blink of an eye, she was far away...

The evening breeze came, making Li An shiver. He woke up for the eight hundred and first time from this dream. The thin alcohol had dissipated somewhat. The warmth and sweetness of that summer afternoon still lingered in his chest. Yan Luoxi's smiling eyes seemed to be before him.

Li An looked at himself inside the crystal lamp on the shed roof, tears immediately fell down, followed by a steady stream. His heart felt as if it were shattering in an instant, and he felt as though something had been gouged out of his heart. He realized that there really was such a kind of yearning that could break one's heart.

He was the one who initiated their breakup back then Did he really think he could forget about Yan Luoxi In the initial period, his busy schedule during the day left him no time to think of her.

Kemu is an honest longing

It's only in dreams that Li An realizes how much he misses Yan Luoxi

Gradually He can't control himself anymore, missing Yan Luoxi day and night. Her image seems to be everywhere, appearing on the negotiation table with a simple glance upward, at every street corner, in an unintentional turn of her head...

Every day, every moment, when he turns around or makes a gesture, he sees that familiar figure vaguely, her smiling face.

Night after night, whether in pleasant dreams or nightmares, Yan Luoxi silently enters his dreams. Upon waking, he always feels the melancholy and loss acutely; he has no ability to control his thoughts of her.

Li An lies on the bed, forcefully wiping his face, flipping back and forth unable to find a position that allows him to fall asleep again. Perhaps he should get a new bed better suited for sleep.

He knows This night is destined to be one without sleep. After staring at the ceiling for quite some time with open eyes, he slowly sits up, his mind filled with fragmented memories of the past.

Walking over to the window, he pulls back the curtains and looks out; the sky remains dark.

They say people only start looking back on their lives when they are old, reminiscing about their most beautiful times. But himself, in his prime, how could he already be accustomed to reflecting on the past like an elderly personespite knowing that Zhou Guangtao couldn’t see her, as if affirming her resolve, "Yes, I came back to clear out my things.""I’ll come down and meet you."Hahaha, is the General Manager of today suddenl...