Chapter 95 Indulgence to Vent Anger
.Zhou Guangtao took two steps forward before he suddenly noticed Yan Luoxi sitting there naked. His expression changed instantly, his voice trembling, "Luoxi, you... You're at home"As dawn broke, Yan...Chapter 95 Indulgence to Vent Frustration
Zhou Guangtao couldn't hear He Yufan's words at this moment, but the soft murmurs of her low whispers sounded like an invitation that was both hesitant and eager.
The depths of his eyes darkened as he forcefully pulled her into the tub. Their scorching skin met with a strong shudder from both of them.
Before He Yufan could cry out, Zhou Guangtao didn't care about the sheets or clothes scattered across the bed and kissed her fiercely.
He Yufan couldn't help but widen her eyes. Zhou Guangtao's muscles tensed up; she felt an unusual heat and tried to pull back, only to be held firmly in place.
Zhou Guangtao’s lips and large hands refused to let her go as they moved down to her pale neck, the heat intensifying with each touch. His arms tightened more and more, as if he wanted to crush her into his body.
His kiss was wilder than before, much stronger in intensity, almost as if he were going mad, biting hard enough to hurt her.
Although Zhou Guangtao had been drinking, he was acutely aware that the person in his arms wasn't Yan Luoxi. He knew what he was doing was wrong and had considered letting go of He Yufan, but then a mocking smile from Li An flashed through his mind.
It felt as if he'd been provoked; he badly wanted to let himself indulge.
Those days and nights when Yan Luoxi was with Li An—were they doing the same things!!!
Every time he thinks about this, his heart feels like it's being torn apart, and the pain numbs him to the core. In front of Yan Luoxi, he always pretends not to care, but in reality, he cares deeply.
Zhou Guangtao has lived both domestically and internationally over these years. If he weren't someone with a perfect and steadfast view on love, he wouldn't have remained chaste considering his frequent social engagements.
When he was intimate with Yan Luoxi, he always failed at the critical moment because he cared most about what mattered to him the most.
He deeply loved Yan Luoxi. Over all these years, she had remained a pure little girl in his eyes, blemished but cherished, making him unwilling to desecrate her purity. Yet, the harsh reality was unbearable.
He put in his greatest effort into their relationship, only to end up in utter defeat; his wife had been taken by another man time and time again, which was the biggest shame of his life. Everything that happened between Li An and Yan Luoxi contradicted his principles and moral ethics, leaving him feeling ashamed, angry, and utterly hopeless.
Yan Luoxi captivated him but also brought him pain.
But giving her up was not an option; yet he couldn't proceed without doing so either.
Facing Yan Luoxi's body made him fearful. The Yan Luoxi he loved seemed to have died once from what happened in the past, and the person who came back wasn’t the same Yan Luoxi anymore but a completely different woman wearing her shell.
Zhou Guangtao hated Li An, this hatred born out of love made him resent Li An immensely. If he had the power, he would certainly tear Li An apart piece by piece.
But he didn't have that kind of power; moreover, Li An was the son of his benefactor, Li Haonan.
He could only swallow his resentment, and as the days went by, these grievances turned into a deadly poison that slowly seeped into his bones, unconsciously releasing toxicity and causing him to take out his frustrations on Yan Luoxi by neglecting her and treating her coldly.
Zhou Guangtao vaguely realized that he was not acting like a man. When Yan Luoxi wanted to leave him initially, he refused to let go; now, he couldn’t tolerate everything as he should have, and instead, behaved like an envious shrew.
He hated Li An for what he did to Yan Luoxi, he despised his narrow-mindedness, and he even hated Yan Luoxi herself. All this hatred, confusion, and resentment were bottled up inside him, making it hard for him to breathe.
In front of He Yufan's seductive fair skin at this moment, these pent-up emotions seemed to have found an outlet; he wanted revenge, he wanted to vent.
He was clearly not familiar with what he was doing. It was difficult for him to proceed, and his crude movements caused some pain to He Yufan.
Zhou Guangtao had never done this before. Previously, in his heart and eyes, there was only Yan Luoxi; the only education channel came from adult films online where actors made it look as smooth as flowing water. However, when it came to him, he could not figure out what to do for a long time, sweating profusely.
He Yufan's mind was a bit blank, her human instinct told her what was about to happen. At this moment, she suddenly recalled Yan Luoxi’s face and all the kindness Yan Luoxi had shown towards her; it seemed as if time stopped for a few seconds.
She felt regretful and guilty, wanting to push away Zhou Guangtao on top of her, but it was too late. A foreign object invaded her body, causing her to scream in pain, "Ah!"
Zhou Guangtao finally struggled to find the mysterious entrance; the pent-up desire inside him propelled him to forcefully break through He Yufan’s unbroken barrier.
The sudden intimacy made Zhou Guangtao involuntarily shudder as waves of pleasure surged within him.
Zhou Guangtao had never actually experienced it before, but he had seen such scenes countless times in books and on TV. Those descriptions painted the pleasure of the act as ethereal and blissful, almost like floating on air. He found it hard to believe that something could be so good!
There were also many high-ranking officials who kept mistresses or sought out affairs for women, only to end up in jail or become a laughingstock among people. Was it really worth sacrificing so much just for one woman
Now that it was his turn to experience it firsthand, he finally understood why so many people disregarded ethics and principles in pursuit of this sensual pleasure.
The truth was that the act was indeed wonderful; though it wasn’t exactly walking on cloud nine, he felt a warm glow all over him, with everything feeling comfortable and pleasant.
Zhou Guangtao's wet and deep kisses continued as his fingers pressed harder against her chest. His lower half moved without any technique, invading recklessly.
After He Yufan called out "pain," she gritted her teeth in an effort to endure the discomfort, her soft moans still escaping through her lips.
She knew that first-time pain was inevitable but didn't expect it to be so intense. Moreover, with Zhou Guangtao’s lack of experience and deep drinking, his actions lacked finesse.
He showed no tenderness or care at all—once he got a taste of what he wanted, he relentlessly continued without pause. He Yufan sweated profusely from the pain.
Although Zhou Guangtao was new to this, his innate intelligence quickly helped him figure out some secrets of it. He gradually ceased his rough and aggressive movements and began to move more gently, following what he had learned from books earlier. His initial frantic pace slowed down to a deeper and more varied rhythm.
The scorching pain in her body finally subsided, turning into a swelling and throbbing ache. A fine tremor spread throughout her entire being, mingling with the emotions for Zhou Guangtao. Gradually, she too started to respond.morning, and they were the most conservative kind without any openings. Combined with her oversized sleep pants, it wasn't supposed to be sexy at all.Yet he just couldn't control himself.Holding Yan L...